Nick Foster

First, the people involved. The artists, dancers and musicians are inspiring creators. I'm also interested in Molly's ambition to blur the lines between performer and audience, musician and dancer, theater and concert and so on. When a fan or critic struggles to categorize what they were just part of then you know you're doing something good. I feel big when I feel connected.... Connected to nature. Connected to the ocean of consciousness we're all swimming in.As a performer I've felt big when things are really syncing up and being expressive comes easy. It's usually intimate settings that allow "Bigness" for me. It's strange how performing in front of hundreds or thousands of people can make you feel small.Your heart felt like a greasy microfiber cloth. Like the one in my glovebox that is no longer qualified to clean anyones glasses. The other doctors cleverly compared your insides to a wet stress ball while sipping americanos at the hospital Starbucks. I thought about how your heart is working right now, always working, never a coffee break, no smug palpitations, no voice at all. Like a factory worker not getting paid for his overtime. Always on the clock and almost always ignored.How did it become normal to be opened up and have your heart felt.